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Pembe Smith ([personal profile] papapink) wrote2016-10-26 03:19 am

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Pembe had had a series of unfortunate happenstances - that had ended up with him rather... homeless, and then taken in by a rather overlarge man. ... While there were several problems Pem could have really had with this arrangement, he'd done his best to take it all in stride. He was used to sudden change - it was how he'd lived his life up 'til now... though he'd hardly interacted with the other man other than polite introductions and a bit of idle chatter after convincing him that him staying there was better than a shelter. It'd only been a day or two since he'd... "moved in" (which was such a stretch of the phrase, considering the most he'd done was bring his clothes, camera, a small box of particularly random junk, and his cat... Assuming Potemkin had no problem with animals, of course. Gren was a fearless little scottish fold, as it were. As irresponsible as he felt moving around so much with a cat in tow, Gren seemed to bear it just fine. Pem generally didn't have much more than that to his name - he'd yet to actually find a job he could settle at, and freelancing had only encouraged his already natural drifter tendencies.)

Of course, Potemkin had... tried to get him to go to a shelter first, but as the cards had laid, it wasn't a particularly good option for Pembe. While he'd considered it, shelters were, for one thing, not a good place for cats (and in spite of it all, he was damn attached to his cat), and two, he was definitely not a fan. It'd taken a bit of convincing; Pembe had had to emphasize that while his things were meager, they were still expensive, and he was willing to assist as a housemate however he could in exchange for a place to stay where he wouldn't have to worry about having someone steal his camera... but he thought it'd gone well, considering that Potemkin had let him stay.

Though he'd promised to assist however he could with Potemkin's daily life... he did feel particularly useless at the moment. His current situation had him on a couch, with Gren bedding in the (now emptied, though it still hadn't had much) aforementioned box of junk. So, instead of giving in to the impulse to continue being useless, Pembe opted to take another option: start trying to do as he promised earlier. Potemkin would soon find himself hunted down by the big ball of pink that was Pembe - hair dye, glasses, and shirt making him... very pink. Pembe was large by most's standards, considering his height of 6'3", but Potemkin sort of outstripped him by leaps and bounds. It was a strange feeling - he rarely had to look up at people. But if he was going to room with Potemkin for long - which he was sort of hoping, given the area was fairly ideal - he'd have to get over it.

"Hey!" He greeted, throwing up a hand in a sort of wave when he caught Potemkin's attention. "I... uh, I was thinking I should get started on that whole business I offered earlier. Chores and all." He suppressed the urge to say he'd felt like a useless lump just because he hadn't started immediately, "You got laundry or... y'know, something I could help out with?" His smile was awkward - living in a house with someone you barely new was always destined to be awkward - but Pembe... was hoping he could at least get to know him, anyway.

Lord only knew if Potemkin's living style was clean and tidy or an utter mess... Judging from the man's bearing, Pem could've bet on either or.
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[personal profile] dreadnaughtfist 2016-10-28 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
Even though he lived alone (Potemkin's entire life was spent in solitary existence when one goes over it, actually), Potemkin still found the house as good of an area to exercise discipline as any other. Laundry goes in bins labeled for that purpose, dishes get put on the rack, and absolutely nothing gets left on the floor.

So there's another reason why Pembe would have felt out of work - the place is too spotless. Potemkin wasn't really thinking about the actual services to gain when Pembe approached him with his offer, just the state of mind of a man who seemed naturally more fit for an environment where he could do his art. (And Gren's sad eyes. Animals always took all fight out of Potemkin.) Potemkin has to learn how to make junk before Pembe could actually face a decent timesink in that area.

Potemkin thought for a few moments in honest racking of his brains, but the pause in answering might have come off as cold. It's an issue that Potemkin fell into constantly; with a face like a blunt instrument, and a voice which was not inclined to being chirpy, even his resting face was intimidating. "You're asking already? There's nothing scheduled to come up for a few days, except for washing down the bathroom on Saturday."
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[personal profile] dreadnaughtfist 2016-10-29 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
He's faster to answer from Pembe's given suggestions, but still he doesn't leap toward it. Everything about this man seemed to be deliberate: the way he walked, spoke, moved. It made sense; if someone of his strength was impulsive or hot-headed, there would be no end of carnage. So it spoke not just of his patience, but also his concern of the well-being of others. "Laundry can be done early," he said, right before turning to a different direction of the house, a clear target in mind.

"It's always in the hamper outside the bedroom. Since this is near the end of the week, it is mostly full, but now would be the time to add anything, if you wish."
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[personal profile] dreadnaughtfist 2016-10-31 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
From how his chuckling and light joking was received, already Pembe should have been able to tell that he faced an uphill battle in "Getting Potemkin to lighten up". While a huge part of his demeanor was a development in reaction to the strength he was born with, the responsibility he never chose to own, Potemkin was also just like that. Even his friends would struggle to come up with a memory of him smiling.

"I do iron. I would like that offer very much, Pembe."

No, he never found giant irons. Potemkin never found a lot of things that were for his size, including until relatively recently clothes and a bed. He accepted he was a man in a world undersized for him, and made himself the one who had to adapt instead of burdening the world around him. But if there was one area Pembe could definitely help Potemkin out on, it was using more complicated appliances for him. If Pembe saw how he normally does it, the handle barely pinched between his fingers, he would have plenty of reason to laugh.

They came to a beige basket, which true to what Potemkin said was half-filled with a load appropriate for the middle of the week.

"I should add what I can, too," he said while standing above it. Sticking to his word, Potemkin then lifted his shirt over his shoulders and head. Immediately by pulling the cloth off his stomach he flashes his body, his waist thick with muscle.
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In defiance of Pembe's fantasies, he took his shirt off with no fuss and the moment was already over, Potemkin giving a sigh before he tossed the whole shirt into the hamper. That meant he remained standing half-naked though. Potemkin was top-heavy in an extremely masculine way, shoulders and chest having enough heft in them to make the aforementioned waist look thin in comparison. With Potemkin's figure, the only parts that appeared lacking were due to even greater bounty elsewhere; even his comparatively small legs are not actually thin by any objective standard.

If Potemkin didn't prod into Pembe's nervousness earlier, he continued to act just as unobtrusive now. Or even oblivious. It makes sense that the man who was used to never being able to hide would have a skewed sense of modesty, which he extender to other people. He looked down to address Pembe.

"You could clean it in pieces, like what I'm doing. Then it'll be done eventually."
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[personal profile] dreadnaughtfist 2016-11-19 08:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Over the course of their time living together, Potemkin treated Pembe almost completely as a housemate, which was possibly what he had wanted all along. As he had acknowledged to Pembe, just incidentally in conversation, he was filling in for a missing experience, that of being surrounded by a lively household. Before this he mostly alternated between work and solitude, and he had never came home with the expectation for someone to be there. Although he had stepped in with trepidation from how odd and different it seemed on paper, the desire to help out a man in need pushing him forward just enough, after several months Potemkin could tentatively say he likes it.

But Pembe was still technically his hire. Potemkin still held the right to ask anything from him. Potemkin looked down to the clothing items he was carrying (the remaining pieces of what were meant to be his uniform tomorrow - a tie and a couple of suit pins), while calling out to wherever Pembe might be in the house.

"Pembe? I have want to ask you of something."
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[personal profile] dreadnaughtfist 2016-11-19 09:40 pm (UTC)(link)
When he saw him, Potemkin walked over to him, and slightly lifted the parcel in his hands to show it to Pembe. The dark tie was the largest subject but the pins stood out with their shininess, with the emblems of various government branches on their heads. They were tiny and easily lost even to a normal sized person, to Potemkin it was unmanageable. Oh and he did try; he probably would not disclose the number of hours spent in his attempts to anyone.

Potemkin paused to collect himself one last time before speaking. It's not that he feels any shame receiving help from Pembe, but he's simply shy about asking.

"I need to dress with these for the ceremony tomorrow. Assist me, and I'll make it so you don't have to do it more than once."

Potemkin still had the lingering hope of being able to learn from watching someone else do it, but he was considering taking the clothes off as they were after this and leaving the finished pins on for the next day.
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[personal profile] dreadnaughtfist 2016-11-22 08:27 am (UTC)(link)
Potemkin very possibly could have asked the agency to customize the bits of the uniform to his needs, but he couldn't bring himself to ask something so petty. His country had gave him everything, introduced him to his purpose, and started a whole new life which he could not have imagined before. He did not feel right to demand more.

So he felt something lifted from him when Pembe offered his aid in the future. Potemkin was a very still and attentive listener, even as Pembe surrounded his words with joking and laughter and he practically climbed him to get all the pins on. For some reason, Potemkin paid special attention to how it felt for Pembe to tug and pull slightly at his clothing. There was something caring about his fussing, like he was being groomed, and by the end the edges of Potemkin's mouth crooked up into a smile.

"That would be most appreciated," Potemkin said. He's not sure if Pembe was turning red because he found this so hilarious, or something else. He really should ask about that sometime. But there's the next task to move onto, and Potemkin addressed that first, bending at the waist to lower his neck by a few feet.

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Potemkin was already peeking around the corner with a raised brow at the sound of something scrambling at the door like a wild animal (a wild animal with hands that can hold keys). So Potemkin was closer to Pembe, and Pembe closer to Potemkin, than either of them expected. The difference in eye-level meant that Potemkin didn't catch sight of what was running toward him, until Pembe was hugging him in an also chest-height embrace.

Potemkin looked down, a shocked, almost similarly fearful expression on his face. It was fear out of the possibilities of what could have happened to him. It's hard to get a straight look at someone so close to his body, but he squirmed to try.

"Pembe? Is there something wrong?"
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Potemkin was expecting to hear something, and he was bracing himself for it. He could tell that Pembe had come to him for comfort, to be a support and foundation when he was in need of something in world that wouldn't distress him further. Potemkin took that as a duty as important as anything he had staked for his country.

So he's surprised to receive an answer that's entirely nonverbal and physical. It's a hard one to decipher, since he's never been...kissed before. It feels nice, between the softness of Pembe's lips felt on his, the caress across his shoulder (it was so rare for his body to be treated this way, like an object of tenderness), and the emotional release of having a want delivered, a want which he never thought of before but seemed so solid to him now. Potemkin's cheeks warmed up under Pembe's face even during the relatively brief period of the kiss, because apparently his body knew more on how to react than his mind did.

Potemkin mostly just reacted, and only the bare minimum of a reaction, purely as a result of how long he stayed stunned. It's over just as it really registered to him what was going on, and the next thing he knew Pembe was standing in front of him, blushing and shifting on the spot. Potemkin couldn't bear seeing Pembe get crushed by that awkwardness. He pulled him from it with his hands, this time lifting him up, up to his level for a second kiss. And this time he's the one pushing, with his square jaw and thick lips going over both of Pembe's.
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It was bold for Potemkin to scoop up Pembe for a kiss, but the actual movements of his lips were not as brave as what you'd expect to follow. He's comfortable with Pembe, he was beforehand and he was now, but he still moved slowly, only adjusted his mouth gradually and with attention at each step. This was an experimental experience for him, and at the same time he was missing Pembe he was figuring out for the first time what to do, what seemed to work.

He didn't have an idea of when to end the kiss either, but eventually he dropped off, and turned his head into the bowl of his reaching arms. His intense eyes looked up (up, for once, since Pembe is now lifted in his hands and his head above Potemkin's), feeling reminiscent of a begging puppy.

"I don't know how long I've felt this way."

It's nothing!

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Muscle gays

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I'd purchase that book

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Belated Happy birthday!

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[personal profile] dreadnaughtfist 2017-05-17 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
Despite the undeniable change in their relationship, things could somehow continue on as normal. They knew each other well before and after, and Potemkin was not so loud about his private life that his peers could really notice a shift in the steadfast giant when he was on duty. Though he no longer answered as being a single male on forms.

But Potemkin wondered if he should do more, if he had an obligation to change as a person to be the better companion to Pembe. This was his first intimate relationship, if he had an excuse earlier for using exactly the same approaches, his stubbornness no longer had any justification in the face of that which was completely new to him.

His worries came out again when Valentines Day came through. The setting drove him mad, and Potemkin decided that this was the opportunity to prove to himself his ability to adapt, now or never. When Pembe would come home could be hard to predict, but Potemkin was confident in trying. So Potemkin spent the prior hours setting things up, and inside the house he awaited him in shorts and a sporting tanktop - restrained considering the rest of his plans, since those were not out of the ordinary if he had been working out. But Potemkin thought they showed enough of his body even at first glance.
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I'm the person with exams this time :(

[personal profile] dreadnaughtfist 2017-06-03 07:21 am (UTC)(link)
Potemkin recognized when his turn was being handed to him, and even took the opportunity to clear his throat before speaking. After a harsh tut-tut, Potemkin leaned over. Normally Potemkin had to bow a certain amount to make eye contact with anyone, but Potemkin bended a lot more than what was needed for that. Potemkin's body was already prone to exaggerated gestures, so his attempts at push his assets toward him didn't stick out as much as it would have.

"Pembe. I've wanted to have your attention."
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Same...

[personal profile] dreadnaughtfist 2017-06-14 07:52 am (UTC)(link)
Potemkin closed his eyes as a twinge of affection passed through him at Pembe's sweet words. It took some willpower to not just fall over him immediately. It was entirely within his power to reach out and grab him in his arms for a full body embrace, which made it even harder to not do.

But Potemkin persevered, for the sake of the plan. Unsubtly one of Potemkin's massive hands moves to pull down his shirt so that the neckline drooped, showing more of the pecs Potemkin knew Pembe liked so much.

"Well then, I'm aware the time has come to show you how much you mean to me," Potemkin sounded surprisingly steady for how out of place this was for him, but Potemkin never hesitatingly committed himself to anything. "And there's more I have to show you."

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